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那天，我还没有看到她，就觉到了她。

And I knew, she is different.

03:11

And as she spoke, as she smiled, as her eyes, her essence, her very being, unfolded before me like a celestial truth I had been too blind to see before.

The streets were thick with filth and noise, the press of bodies unbearable, and then she touched me.

I knew it in the marrow of my being, in the breath I did not need to take, in the way my soul, ridiculous.

街污秽，嘈杂，拥挤，令人难以忍受，直到她碰了我。

She is something I was never meant to find.

可是，在某个时刻，我的认知被打破了。自从我受诅咒以来，我完、不可动摇的真理第一次现了裂痕。

我反复制造机会和她偶遇，观察她，等待她，我不明白我为什么痴迷于她，只可能因为她对我施下了计谋、咒语、使用了不可思议的力。

And yet, here she is.

And yet, shuddered beneath her passing. I could not let her slip away, so I followed.

我知这一，我不需要用呼去知，我的灵魂了解这一切，近乎荒诞。

Again and again I placed myself in her path, feigning coincidence, watching, waiting, searching for the reason, for the trick, the spell, the impossible pull she had over me.

A god, a force beyond the comprehension of men following a mortal.

She is the light where others are dim.

02:08

这多么荒谬，多么不符合我的本，但我还是如此了。

她离去时，我在颤抖。

不，她没有像其他凡人一样碰我、碰撞我、轻过我，她和其他凡人不同。

No, not touched, collided, brushed against me as any other mortal might, but she was not any other mortal.

01:45

How absurd, how utterly beneath me, and yet I did.

She is warmth where others wither.

神灵，超越人类理解的力量，却追逐凡人。

02:52

我不能让她离开，所以我跟了上去。